9 days until Christmas

My holidays have officially started, but I haven’t really been in the festive mood.  There’s still too much going on and I’m not handling it too well.  It feels weird being out of class and having more time in general.  I’m just not used to it.  I’m too broke to do any real Christmas shopping, which is what disappoints me. I have a job, but it’s not a job I can depend on because I don’t get a lot of hours.  I know I have a lot of skills and I’m talented in many ways, but I don’t specialize in anything.  I never had the best grades in school, except in tech school, but it was too easy anyway.  I actually want to be good at something, but everything I’ve tried hasn’t worked out.  I just hope that the new year will bring me something worthwhile and I can finally be good at something.

Until next time…


~ by twilightmelfina on December 16, 2010.

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